Dear Gypsy,
There are some masculine abilities in yourself which are just now developing into fullness and completion. Your are just now discovering those qualities in yourself, and you are taking delight in them.
Look for things like the ability to focus on a task, the ability to carry an idea through to completion, constancy, gentle strength to support others, clarity of discernment...some wonderful aspect of masculinity developing in wholeness with your feminine qualities; the yin and the yang coming into balance within you.