Is It Possible To Be In Love With The Feeling Of Love But Not Necessarily Anyone Around Me?

First of all there's nothing wrong with you..... What you're passing through is a normal thing you maybe haven’t met the right person yet many people have interests but in a short time these interest whether because it's not based on real feelings.... Time will introduce you to someone that not only you'll like but also fall in love with too such things have no " right time " just don’t get obsessed about it and definitely don’t try killing yourself !!

Like...............does that mean love interest?  You have to like yourself before you can recognize like unto you. You have no idea how many people would want to have a relationship with you but are afraid to approach you because of your feelings of selfness. If you are considering killing yourself no one can stop you, but a friend, self love, and a good mental health worker may have enough influence to change your mind.  If you wish to kill yourself, don't be so inconsiderate as to ask someone to make the decision for you. I honestly hope you will open up and see the beauty our world contains. You did not give yourself life, don't abuse something someone gave to you but cherish it and use it to be a blessing to others.