Why Do I Always Feel Embarrassed To Be With The Guy That I Like?

Well, I don't know why you are embarrassed and scared.  So, I can't offer you much advice there.  If there is nothing wrong with the guy or the relationship, then I would say that you are just not ready to be in THAT relationship.  You may be able to be in A relationship though.  You could try going slower.  Or it may be a simple matter of learning to deal with it.  A lot of times, we just have to over come our fears (as long as there really isn't anything to be afraid of).  As for your friend going behind your back, I would talk to her.  Tell her that it hurt your feelings.  Tell her that if she was going to go out with your ex-boyfriend, she should have at least been honest with you.  I hope everything works out!!  :)

Well most girls are embarrassed or scared because of their physical appearance or some defect they have. Don't worry about that and always hold yourself in high regard. As far as how your friend snatched him up i think that's pretty dirty and if your feeling mad and jealous that's normal and fine. And if your a little depressed that's ok to. Anyway tell your friend how you feel about this and if she doesn't care then i wouldn't be friends with her because you shouldn't do that to your friends. But don't really worry about this to much, just use this situation to learn and grow so your next relationship will be much better. Good luck!

I dont know why you would feel embarrassed you should have butterflies if you really have feelings for the guy you like. If you havent already; Maybe you should try and tell him how you feel, everyone deserves a chance at love.