Why Do I Keep Having Homicidal And Suicidal Thoughts?

Maybe; try to think about all the people that care about you.
Or; try doing something fun with your friends[:

I am bipolar and I have been there. You just gotta think of how good you really got it in life. If you have clean clothes, a place to live, food, friends, family, pets, then you have it better than some do. I have been homeless and slept in my car... I have run out of money for food.... I have been jobless and found no one who needed help... Then I thought about family and all the people it would affect and thought about what if a child found me and how it would affect the child. Just don't worry about tomorrow it will get here when it gets here and think about now what can you do now that will make things better for you.

I am sorry to say but if you're having these kind of thoughts, they are not caming , and MAYBE from YOU only.

We're influenced by dead, people that no longer have a physical body.
Only 1/3 of people who died go to the the tunnel of light, and 2/3 stay in here in the world close to us due to many factors.

1 of them is that they are not spiritual enough ( even though we're all spirits) but they are people who KILLED, RAPED, SMOCKED, DID DRUGS, DESTROYED others lives, bottom line, THEY DIDN'T DO RIGHT WHEN THEY HAVE OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE A PHYSICAL BODY.

And we are alive and doing killings, raping, smocking, doing drugs, destroying lives... SO WE'RE used by them or encouraged even more in our wrong doing.


So, You're being (obsessed) spiritual influenced by a criminal(s) who is/are not longer alive.

Why are you being influenced ( obsessed) by those criminal spirits?

Law: WE'RE ONLY INFLUENCED BY GOOD OR EVIL DEPENDS ON OURSELVES, WHO WE'RE RIGHT NOW? HOW WE SPEND OUR DAYS THINKING, DOING, PLANNING?

IF WE SPEND OUR DAYS DOING AND THINKING GOOD, MOST LIKELY WE'RE IN GOOD COMPANY, right????

But the contrary means the opposite right? YOU'RE MOTHER THERESE OF CAULCUTTA, you're close to GOOD SPIRITS,

YOU WERE HITLER, you're with bad company, does that make sense?

HAVE YOU SEEN, a good doctor that is working hard to save lives in the hospital, spend his time off with a bunch of criminals ( WHO ARE OUT THERE KILLING, ROBERING)  as his best friends???


YOU DO HAVE BAD SPIRITUAL COMPANIONSHIP, AND THEY ARE INFLUENCED YOU TO OR TO CRIME ( WHERE YOU WOULD BE DOING WHAT THEY WOULD IF THEY HAD A BODY/LIFE)

OR THEY WANT YOU CLOSE TO THEM - DEAD - WHERE THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT IF YOU.

YOU OWN THEM/HE/SHE SOMETHING AND THEY ARE DEMANDING some type of crime/ where you feel even MORE GUILT AND SICK WITH YOURSELF,

AND CONSEQUENTLY THEY want you DEAD, where you by your GUILT MIND, WILL EASILY LET YOURSELF IN THEIR HANDS.

REMEMBER, everytime we're GUILT OF SOMETHING, WE WANT TO PUNISH OURSELVES.

THE WRONGER WE'RE THE MORE SUFFERING WE WANT, The more disease we allow/want to have; physical disfunction, MENTAL DISFUNCTION OF all kind.

this law explaining: The people with all mental diseases, all physical disease, extreme poverty, being ugly , be rejected by society and all the BAD LUCKY and Unfortune a human kind can go thru.

WHAT ARE YOU CHANCES?

1- I SUGGEST YOU A GOOD THERAPY WITH A PSYCHIATRY,

2- READ MORE ABOUT JESUS CHRIST ( HE WAS THE MOST PERFECT HUMAN KIND THAT CAME TO EARTH)

HE CURED AND TOOK AWAY the  dirty** spirits of many many  obssessed**/ person.

3- EVERY time the THOUGHTS OF KILLING AND SUICIDE COME TO YOUR MIND. PRAY this or something like from the deepest of your mind/heart.

GOD, PLEASE SEND  GOOD TO HELP ME
GOD, PLEASE DON'T LET ME FALL INTO EVIL AGAIN
I WANT TO DO GOOD, I WANT TO GET CLOSER TO YOU
GOD I WANT TO BE HAPPY
GOD PLEASE SEND ME GOOD TO HELP ME
BY YOUR INFINITE MERCY.

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NOTE: I DON'T BELONG TO ANY CHURCH, I am a SPIRITUALIST FROM BRAZIL, LIVING IN USA.

GOD BLESS YOU MY BROTHER, I WILL PRAY FOR YOUR ENIMIES TO FORGIVE YOU AND BE LET THEMSELVES ALSO TO ENJOY A HAPPY SPIRITUAL LIfE.

GOOD AND BAD, WE'RE ALL SONS OF GOD.

HAVE MERCY ON THOSE WHO TODAY WANT TO MAKE YOU SUFFER, WHO KNOWs WHAT DID YOU DO TO THEM IN YOUR PAST LIFE.

GOOD BYE

I am classified as bipolar with OCD, lol what a combination.  I believe that this is a spiritual battle going on inside all of us and it is stronger in some than others. I believe that you can and will come through this but I know from experience that it will take lots of prayer to the Lord Jesus, lots of bible study for FAITH cometh by hearing the word of God, and consistent battling of these times of overwhelming energy and racing thoughts, but you can beat this thing. Remember, I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthes me. Satan wants to take you out of this world in any way and what better way than through you own mind. Take control of it, and defeat the enemy through consistent time with God.

Being Bi-polar there are two different types of manic,there is the up swing go,go,go,then there is the down swing,can't, won't, don't,when my friend hears the words your living in a cave it reminds her that she needs to get up,open the curtains and windows,shower,dress,go somewhere,do something,so she gets up and goes to a thrift,and just looks around,getting up to do this is the hardest part once up though you don't stop get out the door,then there is the go,go,go,when she gets like this she tries to be around family,this in itself slows her down because no one can keep up with her so she has  to slow down and take her time,then everything falls into place.and before she knows it ,shes enjoying life again.that friend is ME,I am the she and the her here,so I know what your going through,been there sometimes back there but I always come out of there.