Living life to the fullest! 1-800-273-8255 call for someone to talk to.
Reaching out to others. You need not face this alone. :) Things will get better. Since you are in France, here's another place to go.
http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/international/france-suicide-hotlines.html
Don't think people "root" for abortion, the people that want it to be legal claim that people would still do it anyway if it was not legal, causing some deaths of women.
Some of us take pleasure in being against virtually anything!
"The puritan through life's sweet garden goes, to pluck the thorn and throw away the rose."