Just how is she FORCING you to have sex? Does she have a gun or knife to threaten you with ? If you don't want to have sex with her, then don't.
I don't believe in sex until love and this may be a very corny thing to say but just know that you are not alone. If she really cares she should be able to understand that you are not ready. You have to make yourself clean to her and let her know how you feel. … Read more