It is simple it is the Illuminati put some spaghetti in your pocket and you are trying to have it not fall out , start being paranoid at games such as pokemon and also. Also get some weak insults and start telling non believers...
There are several steps in becoming a Christian, here they are well described bibleinfo.com/en/questions/how-become-christian
Many years ago, after getting dressed I couldn't decide what color shoes to wear. So I had one of each on, something happened I forgot to change. Ended up with different colored shoes on at work.