After months of asking this you should know by now we can't help you!!!

I live in this damn country,philippines in I want to get out of here as soon as possible cause I'm being persecuted here.I do't have much money buy a plane ticket but I do plan to go to australia to go to the unhcr.What should I do I was thinking to stow on a boat

OTIS!!!! My friend! I am soooooo sorry for your loss. My condolunces! What you are experiencing is the "numb" phase of her death. Believe me, I UNDERSTAND exactly what you mean about "I barely shed any tears. My heart has been stomped on too many times." When I got news my second sister died I … Read more

Otis,

I'm very sorry for your loss.

I think the relationship has something to do with your emotions.

I've cried at a friends funeral but not at a relatives.

It's ok not to cry does not mean you didn't care.  Are you going to funeral?