Leo Ratajczyk
Leo Ratajczyk voted up Fred Jenkins' answer

It's a good step that you are aware of your tokophobia. The next step is to talk to an obstetrician about treatments for this. There could be medication and/or psychological help available.

As an aside, what does being a Christian have to do with your question?

Leo Ratajczyk
Leo Ratajczyk voted up Fred Jenkins' answer

It's a good step that you are aware of your tokophobia. The next step is to talk to an obstetrician about treatments for this. There could be medication and/or psychological help available.

As an aside, what does being a Christian have to do with your question?