I Will forever miss San-Chan, for she has met a fate that was not to be......




I don't want you to commit suicide Amanda, I'll gladly do that to take your place.... But I guess my words are no more for you right?






I am through with this world! Love is always judged, always measured, always segregated! Always Fake! I had it with all of these Lies that Love deals! It's true I can't find a girl to call my own! My Heart plays with them, when I try to love them, My heart has been changed, and now that it is Dark, It can't and it won't change back! It will not allow me to love anyone without conflict! I am to be loveless all my Life! No matter what any one says! My Vampiric Heart turned into a Demonic one, and now that it has, I can't stop it's lust for revenge on all who seek it! I do not know what to do now........ My heart only finds it's satisfaction by bringing all who wish to love me pain...... It finds someone, go along with them then finds another and it keeps going until a conflict starts and I can't love someone without being too late! I hate my life, I wish that they didn't stop me, because if they didn't then I wouldn't have had to deal with this pain and regret of hurting others! Why won't my heart just leave me alone and why won't they leave me alone?! All I want to do right now is to just die....so that everyone can live their life, find their own love, and don't have to deal with me and what I say...... Because I tried to express the truth, but everyone refuses to listen, they all think I am crazy, talking about Demons who really are Angels, well, I had it I won't talk to anyone anymore because of the pain, suffering, regret, and everything in between!........................









I didn't ask to be the Chosen One that God wanted, I am just one of those who are unlucky at these things........




I have been avoiding everyone, I am sorry for if I hurt you all, but my heart has been hurt and I only wanted to be alone... it seems like me and Pandaparks and I can't be, it seems like one of her ex-boyfriends still loves her, but wasn't my love good enough for her? No...no it was not........






Well I like to draw, watch movies, watch ANIME (Moives & series), play video games, watch TV, I'm also interested in getting a date (If the one on myspace isn't going out with another), I like to practice Kendo, I'm active, I like to go outside, I'm romantic (I fall in love easily and heartbroken easily), and anything that I like. I have dark brown hair, hazle eyes, I am a little fat sorry to say... and most of all I'm kinda having a complicated relationship (Not Dating yet). I don't care for looks, and race when it comes to ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥LOVE♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ . I am a Vampire, a good Vampire. I have Demons, yes Demons, they go in this order, Petty Demons, Lesser Demons, Greater Demons, and Grand Demons. These Demons have taken me in as one of their own, the Greater Demons want to let us Humans, as they call us, that they are there, waiting for us to do something stupid and it causes us all to die. But they are only trying to help for now. ☻☻☻☻.

Love is cruel, even to those who need it the most, I am a victim of love, as are we all, but my pain excceds far beyond other people. No matter where I look, no matter what I do, I am always alone and I will always suffer. I know that several wish for me to date them, but in the end it will die in heartbreak, and thus I will be hated by them. Things for me don't work out as well as others, but they are lucky, they don't have to deal with an Oath of Demons, nor do they have to suffer as long as I do.♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Which Positive Quality Are You?

Your Result: Love

 

You are Love. Love is the glue that binds us all together. The love of family, the love of friends, the love between husbands and their wives--these things form the foundation of our happiness, our security, and our comfort. "All you need is love."

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My intrests are to help others in their relationships, I don't ruin relationships I fortify them, I also want to get in a relationship with a girl, but can't. I want to become an artist, I want to be a game designer and make my first game which is going to be called DARKBLADE (It will be based on my book called DARKBLADE Vol.1) and if any of you like emotional, romance, action, fighting, and/or anything else in those categories I suggest that you read my book when it is published.

Name: Lucas Aaron Jadrych(Jad-rick)

RP(Role Playing) Name: Hikori Tanazaki

Brotherhood & Sisterhood of Demons Name: Brother Hikori

Hair Color: Brown or Dark Brown

Eye Color: Hazle

Weight: 226 lbs.

Sexuality: Straight.

Out for: Not looks or race, For they do not matter to me when it comes to love.

What I like: I like animals, writing my book, playing Video Games, etc.

What I don't like: I don't like it when people (Mainly Guys) are trying to make a gay move on me and try to force me to be gay or act gay! I don't like people lying to me. I don't like to be played with like I was some D*** piece on a chess set (Mainly a Pawn) so that others can get what they want, I don't like it when I am made a fool of in front of stangers or friends, I don't like Sexual Contact first off in a relationship, I don't like someone trying to be forced into Sexual Contact with their lover, I don't like girls flirting with me when I am not dating them and they use me like a dildo! I don't like it when people only go for looks and who can F*** who better or goes with a person because they are the same race as the other., I don't like hearing about the ones I care for dying or being killed because it pains me to know that I wasn't there to save them! I don't like it when a girl does sexual things to me and I feel uncomfortable, Etc.

Who I like and Love: I like Momluv as a friend, I like Nina_09 as a friend, I like Emogrl2 as a friend. I Love Pandaparks as a lover, I Love Kichu Yamako [P.H.T.], I Love Demon, I Love Ashely Is-A-HandMeDownKid, I Love Alicia, I Love Rebecca Suzuki, I Love Itami Uzimaki, I Love Igetmoney, I like Madgirrafe as a friend, and to tell the truth, I like and love any one who will be willing to be my friend or lover.



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