Thank you so much man! For all the good advises u have given me..it really enlightens me a lot.last night, i had a chit chat with my good friend and he also encourage me to tell all directly my personal feelings for my ex-gf face to face., just to get some peace of mind and end up in a decision were i can be happy..he even said that no matter what the answer is..either good or bad i should be strong to accept things w/o any hurt feelings..actually i just texted her just now, i told her that i was sorry for the strange reactions i've made the other night, when i had a short a talk from her over the phone and when she told me that she was with someone without me asking her whom she was with or what she was doing..i know its kinda odd but partly i also felt jealous thru the fact that i still love her..i said sorry because, i know i don't have the right to get pissed off, its really uncool for a person to react that way right..and now, thingking it over, and over again i finally decided to visit her and invite her to go out with me only to put things in proper...just like you said i should have this guts to ask her anything or tell her everything about what i feel for her truly...i just hope she would say yes to my invitation to go on a date with me...hayyyy...just wish me luck for it will turn out great in the end...but if not, i guess there is no reason for me to stay but move on with my life instead...thank you again..don't worry i'll update you whatever is the outcome.hehe

Yea you do have a point..i should know because she's my ex...but this ex of mine is different she can easily deny things, everytime i confront her why she was acting so strange..just like the other night i texted her letting her know that i'm with the cousin of my other ex and we're visiting someone at the hospital..i asked her what she was doing at that moment and she gave me a short reply as if she was not in the mood talking to me when in fact earlier than that we're okay..then yesterday, i texted her again she always said that she was a bit busy..so i decided not bother her again till such time she texted me askin' me to call her up and so i did..at first i asked why she wanted me to call her up then she said nothing in particular then she uttered that she was with someone...tsk...now i'm a bit confused why she did that...i was thingking that maybe she just want to make even with me because she found out that i was with other ex cousins...please help me understand things..i a bit confused a and bout her strange actions and her purpose why she want me to call only to say that she was with her someone..