I read your problem and i hope you didnt abort yet. All i can say is don't.. If you want that baby have it. I went through the same thing. I got pregnant and my boyfriend tried to pressure me into having an abortion because he already had a son and didn't want any more kids. I almost went thru with it. I went to the appointment and everything. I couldn't go thru with it. All i could think was how could i live with myself after? For me i wouldn't have been ok. I told the boyfriend to f-off and i would take care of this child on my own. I changed my number and blocked him on myspace and my email for months. I was about 6 months pregnant and i finally unblocked everything and no more than a week later i got a message from him saying he was sorry and wanted to be there. He is there for our beautiful little girl and i even gave him a second chance in a relationship and we live together.
i don't know you but woman are the strongest creatures, we over come everything and we can conquer anything.
if you can live with yourself after having an abortion then by all means do whats best, but there are major consiquences mentally after having one. I didn't have one and i still can't believe i even thought about it. I love my baby girl more than you can imagine. It was all worth it
take care of you and do whats best for you and dont let any man control you like that