Hey ;)i've got some stuff on deviantart too, but i like foundmysef better. www.foundmyself.com
you'll have to post some on here too so we can all ooh and aah ;)

Got your answer to the question I asked, and I can certainly feel for your situation. My friend has tried all kinds of different things drug wise, but she has a hard time with the discipline of a routine. She likes when she's on the manic side, and is also addicted to pain relievers. She claims as long as they are legal it's fine. We got her into the MHMR system and she gets some of her psychotic drugs for free now.....but still isn't on a well road since there isn't any consistent contact with a health care provider. Hope you are with some regular help be it counselor, priest, rabbi, or other that will help you realize that life on this planet earth doesn't have to be all that bad :)