Yes, actually I did. I emailed them to receive an application and all the resources needed, so I know what I have to do. Thank you very much for guiding me to there! I also went & ordered a beginner's Bach Flower Essence Practitioner book off of amazon.com, so with the two combined, I have some kind of path to go on. I live in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania & when I googled previously on this, practically nothing showed up for around my area. Looks like I might end up being the first! I'm so excited!   Thanks again!!!

You know, the more I think about it, the more I think your advice is what I need for myself. Yes, I am terrified of being without him, after being with him for over 5 yrs; yes, I am completley unsure about my future. But I do know he is disrespecting me (again) in the worst way, breaking my heart in the process. I am getting too old for these games & its time to face the facts. He's 33 yrs old, has cheated before, and he is never going to change. And I can't change him.   I've decided tonight (after I caught him texting on his cell phone to who I really think was another girl... I'm not being paranoid. My gut instinct is in & I've been through this before with him, so I know the signs) that I am moving out as soon as I can get out of here. I do not deserve this.   But Thank You for the wonderful advice & chatting with me. You are very wise & give wonderful advice!