Hi Kez: Unfortunately nothing in life is easy. Figure it out this way. Yes, it might be difficult to call your Dad and have him come over and open up. But imagine how good you will feel when you get it off your chest. All I ask is don't be hurt if you get the response you weren't looking for. You have to understand we're humans and each of us has limitations to our emotions. Maybe your dad is not equipped to provide you with the emotional support you need. Accept for what little he has to offer. Hopefully he will see the light and realize what a loving daughter he has!