My partner of 7 years and I had a conversation last week and it’s left a sour taste in my mouth. He recently told me that if a woman came up to him and asked him if he wanted to see her boobs, he would gladly accept but that would be the end of it. Nothing would come of it. 

(He has had escorts come to his hotel door over the years offering services after she’s finished with his co workers. He travels a lot for his job so the guys he works with tend to buy hookers a lot.)

I’m aware that men look as much as women but I myself am a very conservative person while in a relationship. I have a hard time looking guys in the face it’s that bad. I’m just wired differently I guess. But for him to accept such an offer almost makes me feel worthless in this relationship and that it’s almost cheating. I don’t know whether to let it go or just leave knowing that it will more than likely happen. I know most of you who are guys will defend him to the ends of the earth. I’m not stupid. And for me to even ask this seems a bit pointless. He’s even said he doesn’t care if guys send me dick pictures or if a guy offers me the same as a woman does him. As long as I don’t touch. Which I guess it’s even but I don’t go out of my way for anything.