Well, let's look at this....first, you're breastfeeding so that tells me you've given birth recently....(hormones) second, you're taking birth control....(again, hormones) my guess would be that everything is connected to your hormone levels being wonky.
I think being a hermit is going to be a long sad life if you start this early. It may be better for you if you try and find a way past your daddy issues.
But if you're dead set on being alone, just say "NO".
It's not meeting your biological father that may be the issue, it is usually lack of fathering by whoever was there -meaning step fathers too, or lack of father figure. You know you have a problem, so I suggest counseling.
You don't want to live a life or regret being with one guy after another. That … Read more