Hi my name is Meli or Meliana or you can just call me Lil. I am a student that is trying to have fun while maintaining a high GPA, keeping up with friends, staying close with my family,and of course keep my boyfriend happy and stay in a healthy, thriving relationship...I have many goals which i hope to achieve and have a whole life ahead of me. I can usually relate to almost anyone, am very empathetic and have been told (more times than i can count) that i have an "Old Soul" and a (i guess the phrase is) 13 going on 30 attitude the funny part is i have heard it since i was 13, so yea.I like hanging around older(more experienced people) and enjoy hearing what they have to say and being "advised" by them. I am often told that i have a good head on my shoulders by mostly older people and i hope they are right. I am one of those people who are thought of as most likely to become a doctor or vetranarian or something along those lines.So i guess its not a surprize that i want to be a pharmacist. People tell me i have beauty and brains, i just laugh and am flattered but i truthfully think i can be so much more____ [fill in blank], i have insecurities like the rest of us. I have been called many things and some of them sort of contadict eachother so i kind of got my nickname from that...see "Lil",for me, means A Lil bit of everything because thats basically what i am, a lot of people(personallites, personas, whatever) rolled into one. I am a balanced person and have been told that many times as well, but dont think of me as all good. I can be bad too =P...I just choose not to, mostly, if you are the type of person that likes to get on peoples bad sides let me say as a warning that i am not one of those people whos bad sides you want to be on...i can be a bit emotional or bitchy but there usually is a reason behind it...I am not one of those people who will just explode for no reason...but when i am really stressed i have been discribed as a ticking time bomb...its just when stress builds up inside me(I would have to be really stressed though) all it takes for one more thing to be added and i may burst into tears or anger or something along the lines of a mental breakdown...i know you are probably thinking that i am too young for stress but i try to be an over achiever and anything less than my best often just simply wont do...i try to relax and be more laid back but i am naturally a busy person and even when i am relaxing i either have a billion things in my mind or just feel busy. I like to procrastinate and slack every once in a while, i know i shouldn't but a little bit of slacking has to be good for you...hehehe. I am absolutely a cat lover!!! I love all animals in general but cats are my favorite! I've been told i"m also very feline...Let's see...i kinda have cat shaped eyes (almond shaped), i love to sleep a lot (when i can), i'm playfull and love shiny things, feathers, bells,I've been called frisky! lol, I'm pretty flexable and nimble, i grew up with a few cats around the house...(my mom likes to joke that i was practically raised by them) i love walking around on my tippy toes and in high heels, i love eating fish!!! mmm so yummy...i like acting like a cat sometimes lol i'm sure there's other ways i'm cat like but those are a few from the top of my head...
I love to write, short stories, poems, anything really including writing out my emotions...It helps me. I also love to read and English is my favorite core subject, spanish is my favorite elective, Japanese would be too if my school offered it, but they don't! ='( for loving english i sure make a lot of grammar mistakes, don't i? Oh well, no one is perfect and i'm not going to pretend to be, everyone has flaws, including me, and i believe it is what makes us unique and, well us... knowing our flaws makes us stronger and in whatever way we choose to deal with them, they are what sets us aside...so my advise, know em', own em'; you control yourself and your future, and the only one that is stopping you is yourself, don't let someone else try to control you or change you in anyway you wouldnt normally unless you believe it is for the best but it is your decision,You are who you are nomatter what and It's a good thing! :) If you have any questions about me or something more personal like a situation, i would be happy to try and help or answer to the best of my ability...