Well there's this friend... one of my best friends actually i haven't seen her in 3 months lately and i haven't messaged her since when i always try to because i really do want to talk to her but my mind is telling me that i shouldn't because she's maybe busy, or im probably gonna bother her. Im just doubting myself i guess... i never was a good talker better listener. Anyways i miss her but i really don't know what to say to her exactly like how to start the conversation and plus i guess that im just scared what she'll say once she gets the message and types back and stuff to me its been pretty long and im really sad that i can't even talk to her right now well message actually but still... i really do want to talk to her just having trouble on what to say really.