I am 22 yrs. old, love to read, kind of shy, and hope to someday be a sucessful author. When i was young my aunt would dress me like a girl, everyone said i was too pretty to be a boy, i guess she wanted to prove it. it has affected my life and made me who i am today. I am not sure of myself on any level so i keep to myself, afraid others might poke fun at me, or worse they'll somehow guess what my aunt did and tease me for it. Deep down i am torn in two. Apart of me despises my aunt for what she did, yet another part tells me to thank her. Something tells me to embrace my life as jessica, and let go of the past, only then will you be happy. But i am not sure if i trust that voice. Who would understand, when i myself can't even fully understand?