My Husband Died Last Year But Instead Of Feeling Sad And Missing Him, I Find I'm Very Angry And Bitter. He Knew He Had A Heart Condition And Yet He Pushed Himself At Work. He Didn't Think About His Family Or Me And Now, I've Been Left Alone And Full Of Resentment. My Relatives Are Not Helping Because They Keep Telling Me How I Should Be Feeling And Asking Me Why I Don't Cry. I Really Don't Understand My Own Reactions And It's Adding To My Overall Unhappiness. Can You Explain It To Me?
Maye he was trying to help the family by going to work, trying to forget about the heart condition which is bad, just it seems like he pushed it to far and it seems like your condition isn't too rare.