The areola will not only get darker but will get larger...also you will get little bumps on the areola...this doesnt happen until later in the pregnancy but the darker and larger thing will normally happen within the first 8 weeks here is an example:   but you may visit many more websites to find … Read more

You can beat yourself as much as you want but I don't think that you should do that. But yes you could damage your unborn that way and cause it to die. One suggestion do not try drinking bleach. It will cause more damage than what you might be trying to do.