So I’m wondering what could be the main cause of my depression and how can I resolve it. Maybe it’s because my best friend wouldn’t go out with me so I lost her? Or the fact that I’m single and feeling lonely? Or maybe it’s porn? I’ve always had a small group of friends and haven’t dated much and was fine with that until I liked this girl for 3 years and lost her. Now I want someone in my life and don’t want to feel lost and lonely anymore.
Why am I annoyed by roommates for no reason? This happens with every roommate. Their breathing and snoring starts to repulse me. Their presence when I wake is usually met by an unnecessary feeling of agression, as if it wasn’t their room as well. The persons voice and the smallest, most benign mannerisms become unbearable. I know it isn’t rational. It worries me because I do want to marry one day, so I don’t know how i’d cope with sharing a space with a spouse. Is there an Explanation.
EDIT: For the answers saying "live on your own", I can’t . I am in college and live in a dorm. I am currently studying abroad in Europe, so I have someone in my room and then 5 other people in the apartment. I should have mentioned that. It wouldn't be a problem if I could get away from them.