Gracjan Kochan
Gracjan Kochan voted up Cindy Lou's answer

It's not meeting your biological father that may be the issue, it is usually lack of fathering by whoever was there -meaning step fathers too, or lack of father figure. You know you have a problem,  so I suggest counseling.

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Gracjan Kochan
Gracjan Kochan voted up Anonymous' answer

I think being a hermit is going to be a long sad life if you start this early.  It may be better for you if you try and find a way past your daddy issues.

But if you're dead set on being alone, just say "NO".